Pyar ki jeet

baat 12 decembr 2009 ki hai. jb main 21
saal ki thi. waise to m delhi ko belong krti
hu pr pichle 4 saal se ludhiana reh rhi thi.
aur wahi ke ek colg se graduation kr rhi
thi. main vacation me delhi aai hui thi.
apni sabhi friends se milne jati thi.
uss din yaani 12 decembr ko mai apni ek
friend sonam ke colg gyi jamia.. mujhe
kuch notes ki zrurt thi. meri help krne k
liye sonam ne mujhe apne ek friend
Aamir ka numbr dia jinke paas wo notes
the..
unhone mujhe kuch notes mail kr diye pr
kuch arrange krne me time lg rha tha.. 2
din isi silsile me humari norml baate hui.
14 ko mai ludhiana waps aa gyi. fir bhi
hum msgs pe baate krte the.. unse baat
krke pta chla wo basically gorakhpur se
hain. delhi me sirf pdhai krte hain.
16 decembr ko sham ko unka yahoo
messanger pe msg aaya-
“ruby pta nhi mjhe kya ho gya hai. main
koi bura ladka nhi hu na hi kbhi kisi ldki
se iss tarah baat ki h pehle. pr jbse aapse
mila hu kuch bhi kaam me mann nhi lg
rha aur aisa q ho rha h ye bhi samjh nhi
aa rha. tumhe ajeeb lg rha hoga ye sab qk
na tumne mujhe kbhi dekha h na maine
tumko kbhi dekha h.. pr jb bhi ye msg
dekho mjhse baat zrur krna..”
ye sab pdhkr main thoda ghbra gyi pr fir
bhi mujhe yaad h uss waqt mere face pe
smile thi.. kuki jo chiz main nhi samjh pai
aamir ne uss msg me mujhe samjha di.
usi waqt wo online aa gye. ab mujhe unse
baat krne me sharm si aa rhi thi.. ki kya
aur kaise baat kru ab. wo bole tumne msg
padha.. main boli pdha bhi aur smjha
bhi.aapke lie ye kitna mayne rkhta h m
nhi jaanti pr mere lie iss sabka mtlb
shaadi h.. aur aap plz samjho ye boht
zada mushkil hai qk hum dono alag alag
religion se hain.. nahi ho paega..
wo bole m jaanta hu. boht mushkil hai..
pr mai kuch bhi krunga qk ab tumse hi
shaadi krunga chahe jo ho jae kyuki main
tumhe boht chahta hu.. boht pyaar krne
lga hu tumhe..
raat bhar mai isi baare me sochti rhi.. unn
5 dino me meri life ekdum change ho gyi..
next day mujhse rha nhi gya aur maine
confess kr dia.. I LOVE YOU TOO AAMIR..
wo din humari zindgi ka sabse pyara din
tha.. hum dono ek dusre ke ho gye the.
uss din ke baad se hum dono ki ghanto ph
pe baate hua krti thi.. raat bhar hum
baate krte.
hum dono ke ghrwalo ko shak hone lga
tha.. par fir bhi hum chup chupke baat
krne ka mauka dhundh hi lete the..qk yhi
ek sahara tha.. mile toh hum aajtk nhi
the. pics bhi kbhi exchnge nhi ii thi.. live
dekhna chahte the ek dusre ko..
aakhir wo khubsurt din aa gya. 6 march
2010.. aamir mujhse milne ludhiana aa
rhe the.. unki train ke aane ke time se
main station pohch gyi.. train toh aa chuki
thi pr m pehchahti kaise??
tbhi main idhr udhr nzar daudati hui ja
rhi thi.. ek ldka bookstall se kuch khreed
rha tha.. meri trf uski back thi.. m chlte
hue usey hi dekh rhi thi jaise mera usse
koi connection ho.. wo achanak mudhe
aur meri trf dekhne lge aur hum dono
bina kuch pooche bina kuch btaye samjh
gye ki wo aamir hain aur m ruby.. hum
dono bilkul filmy andaaz me ek dusre ke
paas aaye.. wo stall wala bhi dekh rha tha
lol.. dono ek hi chiz bole ” kaise ho? ”
fir hasne lge.. aur wahi bench pr baithkr
ekdusre ko ji bhrke dekha. fir hum waha
se thodi dur ek resort me gye.. waha
baithkr humne khub baate ki.. sham k 4
bj gye the. unhe waps jana tha.. hum
dono boht roye. uss din hum waqai me ek
hue the.. aisa lg rha tha ki kuch hum dono
ko dur kr rha h. pr hum chahkr bhi kuch
nhi kr skte the. qk aamir ki bdi behn ki
dhadi nhi hui thi aur wo khud bhi abhi
settled nhi the. hum shadi nhi kr skte
the..
isi tarah kreeb ek saal beet gya.. mere dad
ko kisi ne bta dia iss baare me.. unhone
mujhse kaha ki main aamir ko chhod du..
maine saaf inkaar kr dia qk mere liye
religion mere pyaar se zada mayne nhi
rkhta.. aur dusra mere dad ne mujhe
mere bhai ya mumy ko kbhi dia hi kya
tha.. kbhi apni zimmedari nhi smjhi. bas
rishta tha jisko nibha re the.
isi tarah ek saal aur beet gya.. pr ye saal
boht mushkilo wala tha.. chup chup ke
hum baat kiya krte the pr wo bhi 5-6 din
me ek baar. ro ro kr din bitate..
march 2012 ki baat hai.. papa ko kahi se
pta chl gya ki m ab bhi aamir se baat krti
hu. wo mujhpr boht chillane lge. pr ab
meri bardasht ke baahr ho chuka tha to m
bhi chillayi. ye meri life h. kya main unse
kbhi poocha ki q aapne apni zimmedari
ache se nhi poori ki. q hr 2 mhine me wo
job chhod dete aur mumy hume kiss
tarah khilati kya kbhi unhone iss baare
me socha jo aaj mujhe nasihat de rhe
hain. ye sab sunkr wo mujhe pitne lge tb
mumy beech me aa gyi aur papa mumy
ko bhi maarne lge ki m unki wajah se
bigdi hu. ye dekhkr mera hath unpr uth
gya(jiska mujhe aaj bhi afsos hai). mumy
mujhe padosi ke yha bitha kr ghr aayi aur
kisi tarah papa ko delhi le gyi. ghr me
mera bhai aur m hi the. mera ph bhi
mujhse chheen lia gya tha. kisi tarah
maine aamir se chup chap contact krke
unhe sab baat batai. wo boht preshan ho
gye.. pr hum ab bhi kuch nhi kr sakte the.
aamir ki behn ki shadi nhi ho rhi thi jo ki
28 saal ki thi. aur hum nhi chahte the ki
unse pehle humari shadi ho.
papa delhi me daadi ke yha hi rehne lge.
mere final exam hi gye. 15 may ko m
delhi apni maasi k yha aa gyi. mumy papa
se milne dadi k ghr gyi. mujhe kahi se
pata chla ki papa mujhe out of india le
jane ki firaq me h taaki amir se alg kr
sake. ab mujhe chinta hone lgi. maine iss
baare me amir ko btaya aur unse shadi ke
liye kaha. wo maan gye. 27 ko main maasi
ke yha se nikli to thi daadi ke yha jaane
ko pr main aamir ke sath chli gyi aur
maine mom ko msg krke sab bta dia ki ab
m inhi ke sath rahungi. dad se kehdo ab
wo meri zimmedari se free hain. udhar
ghr me hungama mach gya aur idhr main
aur aamir akele delhi ki sadko pe ghumte
hue soch rhe the ki ab kya kiya jaaye. na
to unki didi ki shadi hui thi. khair uss raat
hum unke ek dost ke yha ruke. next day
subha hi hum court pohche jaha unke 3
aur dost the. court ne humari shadi ka din
29 may fix kia. hum next day fir aae aur
humari shadi ho gyi. ab maslaa tha to
mere rehne ka kyuki amir k ghrwalo ko
nhi pta tha ki hum shadi kr chuke hain.
islie fir aamir ne mujhe apne ghr se 2 gali
chhodkr ek girls hostel me thehra dia. roz
subha ofc jane se pehle mujhe milkr jaate
aur aate hi mujhe ghumane le jate. mere
khane pine khrche hr tarah se mera khyal
rkhte. dheere-2 unke bhai behno ko pta
chl gya ki humari shadi ho gyi h. pehle
unhone boht bura samjha mujhe. kisi
tarah se meri koi help nhi krte the ulta
hume alg krna chaha. udhr mere papa se
to m alg ho hi gyi thi. pr ab mumy se
milna bhi nhi ho pata tha. bs kbhi-2 ph pe
baate hoti. isi tarah 6 mhine bert gye..
shadi hone pr bhi hum alg hi the.
novmbr 2012 aa gya. aamir bole jb kisi ko
humari prwah nhi h to hum kyu alg rahe.
kyu tum hostel me rahogi. unhone mujhe
hostl se niklwa kr ek room rent pr lia.
hum sath rehne lge pr ye baat aamir ke
mum papa ko nhi pta thi. kyuki wo
humari shadi k bare me nhi jante the. pta
tha to sirf unke bhai behn ko. kyuki hum
unke mum papa ko hurt nhi krna chate
the jb tk unki didi ki shadi nhi ho jati.
hum dono ek sath boht maze me khushi
se reh rhe the.. roz hasi mazak krna.. tv
dekhna.. ghumne jana.. khatti meethi nok
jhonk.. kya beautiful life thi woh..
ek aur saal beet gya.. ye saal boht acha
tha. iss ek saal me unke bhai behn aur
main ek dusre se kyi baar mile. hum
sabne ek dusre ko smjha bhi. aaj hum sab
ek dusre se itna pyar krte h jaise kbhi alg
hi nhi the. iss ek saal me maine apne
mayke bhi aane jaane lgi. papa se thodi
boht baat hoti. pr mumy bhai sab se ache
relation ho gye aamir aur mere. bas ek
chiz jo mujhe dukh de gyi wo ye ki main
august me pregnant ho gyi. na chahte hue
bhi hum dono ko apna bacha abort krna
pda. qk 2 mhine baad amir ki didi ki
shadi thi. octobr me unki shadi ho gyi. ab
sab humari shadi ki tyari krna chahte
the.. pr mere sasur ji boht karze me doob
gye the. unki eklauti beti ki shadi tji wo
bhi itne saalo baad to unhone apni
haisiyat se zada ache se unki shadi ki. pr
iske chlte wo meri aur aamir ki shadi
delay nhi kr rhe the. ab mujhe yha
samjhdaari dikhani thi. aamir ka dubai ke
ek achi company me job lg gyi thi achi
salary pe. maine sabse kaha jahan itne
saal beet gye 6 mhine aur sahi. aamir
dubai jaayein waha se paise bhejkr pehle
abbu ka sab karz khatm kre fir hum shadi
krenge. ye baat sunkr sabko mujhpr boht
garv hua. unke bhai behn jo shuru me
mujhe selfish samjhte the ab mujhe
pasand krne lge the. january 2014 ko amir
dubai chle gye hain. 5 mhine ho gye ubke
bina rehte.. boht yaad aati h unki.. main
apni mumy ke sath reh rhi hu(kyuki papa
india se bahr hi reh rhe h). 2 mhine baad
wo aane wale h mujhe le jaane. main
unka intezaar kr thi hu.. september me
finally humara nikaah hai.. ghr me shadi
ki tyariyo ka mahol h… hum dono aur
humare ghrwale boht khush hain