Sad love story

MY FIRST LOVE hua tha jab me 6 standard me tha
ush samay sabhi kahte the ki woh meri girlfriend hai
aur woh meri girlfriend hai me mene bhi socha kyo
na meri bhi koi girlfriend ho is liye me ladki ki
talash karne laga ek din meri najar (name__)par gayi
wah ekdum bholi aur sidhi thi aur woh apne bench
par bet kar padai kar rahi thi.
use dekhte hi mujhe ushse pyaar hoga ush samay
use koi ladka nahi chahta tha sivaye mere.ush
samay oh sirf 12 sal ki thi aur me 13 sal ka.woh
phoolo jaisi thi mene use pyar kiya tab woh utana
mecap nahi karti thi tab bhi bahut sundur lagti thi
mene aaj tak usase jada sundur ladki nahi dekha
mene usase pyar kiya lekin jaise jaise samay nikalta
gaya uski sundurta aur bhi ladko ko najar ane lagi
aur aur sabhi uske diwane ho jate.use koi ek bar
dekh leta usaka diwana hojata.sach bhagwan yesi
ladki 100 sal me ek banate hai.
jaise jaise samay bitata gaya uske diwano ki
number.bhi badti gayi.lekin ab mujhe jalan hone lagi
thi use jo bhi dekhta to mujhe lagta tha ki mein uski
ankhe phod du.ushse bahut se ladke bate karte the
yeh dekh kar mein aur bhi adhik jalata tha mein bhi
ushse bate karna chahta tha lekin uske samne aate
hi mere hos hawas sab gayab ho jata tha jab bhi
woh samne ati thi samaj me nahi atha tha kya karu
me ek putala ban jata tha.woh mere sat padti thi me
use 6 class se use chahte chahte me7 class aur
phir 8class me us samay 8class me usne mujhse
pahli bar bat ki lekin me ushse bol na paya me uski
taraf bas dekhta rah gaya tha.phir woh boli pagal hai
kya bol kar chali gayi
uske jane ke bad mene apne aap ko kitna kosa lekin
kya karu uske samne aate hi meri bolti band ho jati
thi aur phir ishi tarah silsila chalta raha aur phir
hum 10class me pahuch chuke te ush samay
hamare class ke sabhi ladke uske diwane the lekin
woh to kisi aur ki diwani thi ek din woh ek ladke ke
sat school aayi mujhe laga bhai hoga lekin bad me
pata chala ki woh use bahut chahti hai aur woh bhi
use bahut chahta hai.mene socha woh ladka acha
nahi hoga bichari meri (gf) kitni bholi kahi uske sat
woh galat kam to nahi karey.lekin mere yeh sabh
sawal hal ho gaye woh ladka roj se milne aata
school me.. ab mein un dono ko hamesha dekhata
tha woh dono kitna khush rahte sath me woh ladka
bhi meri gf ke liye sahi tha woh handsome aur
paisewala tha.pyaar pane ka nam nahi khona bhi to
pyar hai … school ka aakhiri din tha jab mene use
aakhari bar dekha tha.ushke bad usne pata nahi kon
se college me addmition liya me dusre college me
admition liya .mujhe bhagwan se itani hi sikayat hai
bhale woh meri na ho saki lekin kam se kam me
ushe dekh to pata tha.me use hi dekhkar jita tha ab
use bina dekhe hi jindagi kat rahi hai lekin ye jina
bhi kya jina hai ushke bina.
mene kai ladki dekhi lekin usase acha koi laga nahi
sirf woh hi mujhko bhati thi.kahte hai na pahla pyar
bhulaya nahi ja sakta . jindagi bahut badi hai sayad
ham kabhi miley.abi me 19 salkahu.